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About Me Member Deviously Deviant winterbootsFemale/United Arab Emirates Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Nothing, just thinking....

Mon Apr 28, 2008, 3:01 AM
  • Listening to: true colors by Eva....
  • Drinking: coffee
Not feeling well...went to bed and fell asleep crying....lay there thinking...so many words, phrases, sentences...so many questions...

Am I really destined to walk the earth alone? I know I found him and he found me...but...

If only he can have the courage to see his true self thru my eyes, if only he can be brave enough to face his fears, if only i have the humility to admit my pain, if only we can both show our real selves to the other....i know, he's been making the effort, and a big one and i haven't been that supportive...

I can no longer type, when i was in bed there were so many...guess my dreams chased those thoughts away....

Would really be so wonderful to just close my eyes...fly...dream...of a world of peace...of love...of happiness...but that would be too much...for there is no such perfect world...but i dare dream and wish on...

Wish that this love will last and you'll stay...wish that you can accept me for who i am...wish you can accept you for who you are...wish we can both accept that one is empty and incomplete without the other....wish you won't run away....wish i won't run away....

and wish we can both face the world together...hand in hand...looking at each other...smiling...laughing at all the traps, diving and ducking...i know we can do this...i know you're my equal, if only you'll believe me...

If only you'll believe in yourself and in what you can do...in who you are...how strong you are...how patient and calm you are in the face of all disappointments...how loving and kind you are, helping me patch broken childhood dreams...

Believe in yourself, my Love....cause i do believe in you.

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  • Current Residence: aurora borealis
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: looks down at myself and says...uhhh...size 8??!? LOL
  • Interests: reading, writing, quiet and serene places
  • Favourite artist: too many
  • Favourite poet or writer: Max Erhmann
  • Favourite photographer: My father
  • Favourite style of art: duhh, i wouldn't know...LOL
  • Operating System: ....
  • MP3 player of choice: ....
  • Favourite game: any as long as with my babies
  • Personal Quote: go placidly amid the noise and haste...and remember what peace there may be in silence...
  • Tools of the Trade: my laptop - i think...

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:iconwinterboots:
Hmmm..devious thoughts...how devious one can be, i'd like to ask...the way i'm feeling...it's a mixture of both confusion, anger, wonderment (is that the right word though? LOL)...

Call me stupid, but i still want to think that there is no such thing as a devious thought...can one really truly be devious? Defiant, yes...but devious?...Can one be truly evil...I hope no...

Would be nice to be transported to a quiet, serene place...with nothing around me but the clouds...the sea...close your eyes and imagine how peaceful it is with just nature around you....imagine a world full of trees, with the light breeze touching your face...and a whisper of a smile...a wonderful world...dare to imagine...and dare to be free...

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Winter

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